Fact: I've started to write this entry about 6 times this weekend and either didn't like it and erased it or got too worked up and walked away or something else happened and it got forgotten about.
Fact: Despite KNOWING that it was happening today, I'm still freaking out.
Fact: I'm going to miss Daphne so much. And I feel awful leaving Steve by himself with a sick little girl. I'm praying that she feels better by tomorrow so she can go back to daycare. She's spending the day with Pa today.
Fact: I've travelled alone with an infant/young toddler before but packing for this seemed like we were packing to never return. There was so much to do.
Fact: I know its going to be hard, I know that a lot of it is going to suck. I'm sure that I'm going to cry at one point or another from either happiness or frustration but I also know that by the end of the everything, the program, the out patient therapy, the home visits, it will all have been worth it.
I do know that there will be WiFi at the hospital so I'll be able to access his blog, although I'm not entirely sure how often during the week I'll be able to update. I might only be able to update on Saturdays when Steve and I switch places. I'll have my cell with me at all times and although I'm not sure I'll be able to answer calls, I should be able to respond to texts.
I just wanted to take a second and say thank you to everyone who reads this and to everyone who has supported us on this long, hard journey. We couldn't have done it alone.
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